Ayudyatysdear girls, don’t listen to those dark manipulation dating tips online!let’s be real — the internet is overflowing with dating advice, and lately, social media is crammed with content that reads more like a…1d ago1d ago
AyudyatysGod, thanks for the depression!Yes, after years of battling it, I can finally glimpse light within the darkness. Depression has always been awful — a black hole that…4d ago4d ago
Ayudyatyshow it feels to be a daughter of a narcissistic mother.growing up, i always felt like i was never enough. no matter how much i accomplished or how hard i tried, it never seemed to meet my…Oct 6Oct 6
Ayudyatysloving what you do — finding fulfillment beyond job titlespeople often ask, “do you love your job?” for me, the answer is not a simple yes or no. it’s not about loving the job itself but loving…Sep 30Sep 30
Ayudyatysthe suicide note i almost left behind.september is suicide prevention month, and today, i found a suicide note i wrote three years ago. it made me realize how strong i am for…Sep 5Sep 5
Ayudyatys24 — the age of ‘acceptance’after 5 years of trying to understand why things happen, i’ve become less interested in knowing the reasons. the past will never change…Jul 31Jul 31
Ayudyatys19 — dying to ‘know’ the answer of questions without answer.i was 19 and obsessed with understanding things. to know the ‘why’ behind everything i saw and felt. it was the beginning of my…Jul 13Jul 13
AyudyatysAn Existential Journey — Phase 2. Longing for DeathThe girl who was afraid of death — changed and being tested. Grew up in an environment where she was silenced and told she was wrong…May 18May 18
Ayudyatyswitchcraft love of spellbound souls — № 01 collected poetryOur tongues cast different spells of love.Apr 19Apr 19
AyudyatysAn Existential Journey — Phase 1. Scared of DeathSo, let’s talk about the one thing we’re all pretty certain about: DEATH. It’s like this unavoidable destination at the end of our journey…Feb 25Feb 25